There's something about it's shine that holds strength, how it's warmth on my skin brings healing, and it's red hue comforts me when I close my eyes and look it straight in the face.
When I started to take pictures I started to "see" light. I learned that I loved how things look in the morning light more than any other time. It's not that the setting sun doesn't have a magic of it's own--it's beautiful in it's own right. But it feels like falling asleep to me and for some reason I'm drawn to the power and joy I find in the rays of the morning. I was thinking about all of this today as the sun shone through my bedroom window. A few days ago I edited a series of pictures that were taken of Sarah, Em and I in the Brazilian morning sun. I wanted to post them. They make me smile every time I look at them. I remembered a poem I wrote some time ago and decided to dig it up. Amazing--it's one of my favorite pieces ever--probably because I remember how I felt when I wrote it. And I wrote something new today--it's also about the morning sun, and I was remembering a time I didn't think I'd ever want to open my eyes again, and the Lord said to me, "Nothing's going to stop me from keeping my promises to you." At the time, I didn't have the strength to believe Him. Now, mostly I do.
But that's where Psalm 30 comes in. I read that today too. So here they are, sort of collaged together.
Blessings,
B
Beams full of courage and love
"Nothing's gonna stop me,"
He sings at the top of His lungs.
Wrapped in His rays I fall into
Tender warm caresses
Bring life and strength and grace
Generously bless us.
Psalm 30
I will exalt you, O LORD, for you lifted me out of the depths and did not let my enemies gloat over me.
O LORD my God, I called to you for help and you healed me. O LORD, you brought me up from the grave; you spared me from going down into the pit.
Sing to the LORD, you saints of his; praise his holy name. For his anger lasts only a moment,
but his favor lasts a lifetime; weeping may remain for a night, but rejoicing comes in the morning.
When I felt secure, I said, "I will never be shaken."
O LORD, when you favored me, you made my mountain stand firm;
but when you hid your face, I was dismayed.
To you, O LORD, I called; to the Lord I cried for mercy:
"What gain is there in my destruction, in my going down into the pit?
Will the dust praise you?
Will it proclaim your faithfulness?
Hear, O LORD, and be merciful to me; O LORD, be my help."
You turned my wailing into dancing; you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,
that my heart may sing to you and not be silent.
O LORD my God, I will give you thanks forever.
by Bgrace
sometimes i dance in the kitchen
it's the sun's fault
lighting upon the morning with meaning
but then too
it happens with the moon
i should blame it on the music
poignantly singing my soul
words flowing through deep pools
that spring up
and cascade down
my cheeks
to water a heart
filled with
truimphant joy
deep gratitude
great love
i stretch out my arms
i turn and twirl
without bashfulness
without restraint
i delve in a dance
with abandon
you are my lord
i am grace
Photos of Sarah by Bgrace
Photos of me and the girls by Jean
Ice Blue Tree by Bgrace
1 comment:
I love these pictures! Right now Beret is sitting in her highchair in my bright yellow kitchen with the morning light pouring in behind her (and lighting up her faux-hawk!)
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